I do not feel like writing (2). Well... I DID not feel like writing.
Another day where I don't feel like writing. EDIT: As I started writing, I kinda felt like it so yeah.
I do enjoy playing PalWorld, but at the same time I'm thinking of ways to make money, to get a better, less stress-free life; I believe 100% stress free is impossible - there will always be things that stress you out or at the very least irk you wherever you are in life. The more important thing is how we respond to these things: will we gripe about them, pretend they're not there, or acknowledge and respond/not-respond accordingly.
Marcus Aurelius, and Ryan Holiday's books have gotten my mind shaped up a bit concerning the above mindset. But, as they say, 'easier said than done'. The doing is the hard part, and I have got to say the doing leaves much to be desired.
Well, whaddya know, after a couple of days of not even registering in my mind that I had a place to write stuff down, to being in front of my screen and not writing, I'm glad I felt like writing now, even just for a bit. I'm currently engrossed in REAPER/DAW, the tools music producers use to make music, to make something of my own. A creative outlet so to speak. I've tried using Ai tools to make memey/random stuff, but apart from the guilt of letting ai create for me (plus I never really loved those art style imitators from ai, people just do it 'imperfectly' better than ai), and the ai not being able to creatively execute what I had in my mind, I thought might just as well try doing it myself. I play the piano, and sing a bit (the showerhead is a steady audience, that says alot about my skills haha), so might as well do this as a hobby, and well, if i like it, might try to learn and earn some money from it.
That's it for today.